For all those who don’t know, I used to starve myself. I no longer do, but I did use to. I used to throw up everything that I did eat. Now you see, my friends started getting a bit concerned. They definitely knew something was very different about me and my eating habits. I kept getting asked if something was wrong, and naturally I said no. And the sad thing is, deep down I knew something was very wrong. They don’t know this. Nor will they ever, unless they somehow know I have this tumblr account. I have another one, and they only know about that one. This isn’t something I want to share with them. I love them all to death, but I don’t think things would ever, ever be the same with us if I told them.
This is maybe somewhat meaningless to most of you, but I just needed to talk.. Even if that did mean just typing on a computer and venting. This is me letting it all out.
PS. For all those wondering, idfk if you even are.. but I am still trying to lose weight. BUT, I am doing it by eating healthy and working out, portion control and shit like that.
I never want to make the same mistake again.
Questions, concerns, comments, advice, tips, or if you just want talk, feel free to head on over to my ask.