Don’t you dare tell me how the hell to run my life.

For all those who don’t know, I used to starve myself.  I no longer do, but I did use to.  I used to throw up everything that I did eat. Now you see, my friends started getting a bit concerned.  They definitely knew something was very different about me and my eating habits.  I kept getting asked if something was wrong, and naturally I said no.  And the sad thing is, deep down I knew something was very wrong.  They don’t know this.  Nor will they ever, unless they somehow know I have this tumblr account.  I have another one, and they only know about that one.  This isn’t something I want to share with them.  I love them all to death, but I don’t think things would ever, ever be the same with us if I told them.

This is maybe somewhat meaningless to most of you, but I just needed to talk.. Even if that did mean just typing on a computer and venting.  This is me letting it all out.

PS. For all those wondering, idfk if you even are.. but I am still trying to lose weight.  BUT, I am doing it by eating healthy and working out, portion control and shit like that.

I never want to make the same mistake again.

Questions, concerns, comments, advice, tips, or if you just want talk, feel free to head on over to my ask.

  1. pperplexinq reblogged this from shrink-yourself and added:
    This is beautiful, you can do it. Stay strong gorgeous.
  2. shrink-yourself posted this